Wasted's Poems

Subject: Wasted's Poems Fri Jul 24, 2009 4:17 am

This is a poem I wrote a year ago... and it means alot to me.. and it says alot.... here it goes...

Why do you yell?

Why do you yell?
Does it make your day swell?
Do you feel well..
After you yell..

Well I'm sick of this!
I do Not feel well..
After you yell..

You think your sly..
While I wish to die..
I have too much to work out..
I just want to get out!

Leave me alone!
See all that is shone..
See I am not perfect..
Nor will I ever be...

Everything is so Hectic..
I'm trying to be a normal teen...
But I cant, When all you do is scream..
Just leave me alone..
Let me deal on my own..

By: Carolyn.

Why do I even try

Why do I even try..
when all you do is sit there
and let me cry.

you tell me you love me..
you tell me you know me..
you tell me alot of sh!t..
is any of it true?

Why do I even try..
when my life is just a lie..

I sit and i wait..
I stand by you no matter what..
I promised you forever..
and I meant it...
did you?

Why do I even try..
with all the days that go by..

you would think something good would happen..
but everything bad happens..

Well Im done being sad.
im done being depressed.
im done crying ...
but most of all..
Im done trying.

Now I dont have to try..
my tears have finally dried..

your voice

Your voice it warms my soul
your voice it makes me feel whole
When I hear you I get chills
I feel loved and safe
Your voice is just so warm and careing

I wait all day long
as i listen to our song
Thinking about you
missing you more each second

I realize now
what i used to ignore..
That you are the one
That I adore!

I Love you to death
I love everything about u..
your eyes
your smile
Your sweetness
how cute you are
and most of all
I Love your voice!

The words you speak
seem to be so Loveing
and flawless
I just cant get enough!

I love you to death..
and i just hope that is enough..

Subject: Re: Wasted's Poems Tue Jan 12, 2010 11:19 pm

I can never please you...
No matter what I do I can never please you.
It feels like every time I even breath,
your at my throat,
making me choke,
on the tears that I cry.

This is no joke.
You think I'm fine,
But you must be blind.
There is so much wrong,
but I must be strong,
for I will not be here long.

Its like you don't even want me around,
Like I'm nothing but a sound.
The sound that calls out to you,
But you don't hear it.
The sound that loves you,
and wishes you knew it.
The sound that you brought into this world,
I did not choose this.
The sound that simply wishes to be heard.

The love from you that I once felt,
now just seems so far away.
I wish it would stay,
so I could hold it near,
and have no fear.

I feel like I don't even belong here.
Like every move I make,
is just a mistake.
Like nothing I will ever do,
could even come close,
to being good enough for you.

Am I supposed to be some kind of robot?
A perfect little angel?
Well I'm sorry, because I am not.
Nor will I ever be.
Why is it so hard,
to get my point across?

I have so much pain,
hidden inside of me.
No one knows,
no matter how much it shows.

I look in the mirror,
and I don't even see myself.
I see someone who Isn't good enough,
someone who needs to try harder,
Someone, who will never be good enough.

You don't need to yell,
to get your point across.
I am accused of not listening,
when you are speaking.
But I hear more than you know.

I'm not as bad as you think.
Sure I made some mistakes,
but so has everyone else.
Why am I the worst person alive,
when everyone else can be forgiven?

You'll never know,
the pain that I go through,
all because of you.
I can never tell you,
for everything I say,
gets twisted into something I did not.

With this last key stroke,
I will bid you adieu.
Though this will not make anything change,
the one thing that remains is,
I will never be good enough for you.

Subject: Re: Wasted's Poems Tue Jan 12, 2010 11:21 pm

No name yet...

Every move I make,
your always there to watch me break.

You don't help,
or ask why I'm crying...
You just yell,
and tell me how I never listen...
Or how I'm not good enough...

You say you care about me,
and don't want to see me hurt,
But your yelling is
70% of my hurt...

When you yell,
my eyes begin to swell...
The tears I cry,
can not lie...
The story they tell,
comes from hell...

I Love you dearly,
that is not a lie...
But it hurts,
when you think,
that I don't even try...

So I sit here,
and think of what just happened...
My body all shaky,
still choking down the tears...

Why bother to cry,
when you don't even ask why...

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