Paradigm
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 Posts : 1003
Join date : 2009-08-16
Age : 35
Location : England
 | | I Am Strong I Hope. | |
It sounds odd, but when I feel weak- I find the need to prove that I am strong. It's almost instinctive to search for some kind of strength within myself. A lot has happened this last month and when it all started I called someone named Emily. I don't know why, it's not like I wanted to tell her the sorrows- she shouldn't have to deal with it and I hated it. But, it was the calm, London belle that gave me the strength to get on with my day and be 'fine'. Just by talking to me about her day and being someone ... compassionate. I doubt if we had talked that night I would have carried on going to work that week. I decided that I wouldn't flake out and be weak. I would be strong for my friends and family around me. Being upset is something confided to moments alone. I just pray that by being factual and 'fine' I don't push away those that wish to be there. I don't want people to feel that they have to say something or do anything.
So, I am strong- I hope. | |
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