Paradigm Outcast
Posts : 1003 Join date : 2009-08-16 Age : 35 Location : England
| | It Only Hurts To Breathe | |
I'm crippled by my worry for my family. They're not coping with everything that's gone on, and it feels wrong that I'm doing alright. Yeah, I get sad when I think about the cold, hard facts- but maybe I've just been too busy to get myself depressed. My mum and my brother are seeing doctors about grievance and here I am, plodding along and going out and everyone on the outside see's me as who I've always been. Those that haven't looked deeper atleast. I think one, maybe two of the people that I see every day have looked and seen a shattered being even if I haven't told them I am.
I guess what I'm trying to say is: I'm a rock for my friends and family, ofcourse I'm going to ok for them. But there's nothing here inside and I want there to be. There's someone that's there for me and I want them to see that I'm not empty. | |
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Thu Jul 22, 2010 5:34 pm by Mike