Look Into The Eyes Of Insanity - My Poetry

ill update this mucho later
im going to transfer all my old ones here.. and shove them in spoilers.. then get some new stuff up
-hopefully-

Poem 1

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Poem 2

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Poem 3

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Must I drown my sorrow into empty liquor bottles?
Eat it down with every gallon ice cream I can find?

What's the point of either? I dont feel like I want to be here anymore..

Is this the life a must lead? In the darkness.. not a gentle sole to prove they all aren't the same..

They steal the very heart of me and devour it like a demon devours a soul.. Tearing it off.. piece by piece, shredding it with razor sharp teeth.. swallowing.. sending it into the black hole of a stomach..

As if the pain of seeing it, and feeling it wasn't enough, the black hole purges the very contents of my heart back out. The demon of a man, places it back in my hands, smearing it all over me..

I stare at my reddened hands, bits of my heart laying there.. Looking to my stained shirt and blood spattered face in the mirror.. What a dismal time this is..

My eyes wide, I stare as the demon behind me laughs with content.. My eyes well with tears.. He promised he would never hurt me.. but he did, such trickery and deciet.. How damn low of you..


So now I sit, in my dark corner, my very heart out of me, my half lifeless body, soiled in the red smoothie i once called a heart.. Its beyond repair now.. Never again will I trust..

Poem 4

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Satire 1

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Poem 5

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Poem 6

The Love Goddess

She gives her heart to the heartless.
She smiles upon those who know no happiness.
She reaches out to those who seemed so far left behind.
She warmest and kind to the bitter and cold.

She has love that is limitless.
She gets hurt and stands tall.
She has her feeling destroyed and keeps going on.
She pulls through the deepest of lows, with a smile on her face.

She is a warrior of love.
She is a beacon of faith.
She is a carrier of hope.
She gives all she has even when she is broken to nothing.

She is the Love Goddess. Loving everyone with everything she has.

Poem 7

without you, stars twinkle no more


without you, the sun no longer shines


without you, I have no will


without you, love is pointless


without you, there are always rainy days


without you, no one else exists


without you, I am noone


without you, I feel incomplete


but

WITHOUT YOU, I won’t be hurt anymore

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soo.. isn't life better..
Without you?

Poem 8

she touches the mirror
what the reflection holds she doesn't recognize
she stares at the demon which dwells deep inside

she let her self go
she fell into the pit of despair
no way out for the good.. or wicked

she stands alone in the night
her eyes upon the stars
she wished for new hope.. or a better insight

she can't understand
why is the world like this
what more can she do.. or better yet
could have done?

her kindness now broken
her will since defeated
her courage is lost
her sweet words now forgotten

its the demon inside her
it now swallows her whole
she doesn't care anymore as it now takes control

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